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Name: Heather
Birthday: 7/12/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: -My Beautiful Daughter Who Means The World To Me:-)
Movies. Having Fun. Concerts. Music. Love.
Expertise: I try my best to be an amazing mom. To help Layla grow into a good environment. She's my world & I'd do anything for her.
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AIM:  headerbug81
Member Since:
4/28/2005
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| I actually forgot about this thing. I'm not sure how long I'll last considering this week at work has completely && totally worn me out. Not to mention that I havent seen my sexy boyfriend since Sunday:( All of it is finally hitting me, that these next 7 weeks are going to be so long && terrible. I miss him so much it litterly hurts. Thats never in my life happened to me before. haha. Its brand new for me. I thought I was going crazy but I realized thats what love does. When you're not around the person you're head over heels in love with (and truly in love with), it just sucks and hurts when you're away from them. Granted, I'm getting ready to start my period and thinking about all this has me in a sappy mood but nonetheless, it sure doesnt make the situation any easier. haha. I just love that man so freaking much:) But other than the distance we have during the week, we're hella strong && we're in love. So we're completely happy:) No bad news there.
Layla is same ol' same ol'. YAY! Growing up too fast. Talking more && more && more && MORE each day. Despresses me more than you could imagine. haha. She never ceases to amaze me. But if you get me on her as a subject to talk about, I'll go on forever. Soo all in all, my babygirl is perfecto:)
Work is work. I get super stressed out sometimes. I always feel like I have to watch my back to make sure I'm doing something that isnt out of order. Someone there just makes me feel incredibly OUT OF PLACE && that sometimes I'm not good enough. Which shouldnt be the case, but here lately....its just how I've been feeling and personally I dont think ANYONE should make ANYONE feel less than what they are worth. Right? AMEN! I still love where I work && I LOVE WHO I ACTUALLY WORK FOR, but sometimes...I think SOME people forget WHO the REAL boss is. ya know? Okay enough venting.
KAYLA LITTON and her handsome son are BACK IN TOWN FOR GOOD! I'm sooooo excited about that you have no idea people. Our friendship is super strong and we bonded from becoming mommies...whats a better friendship than that right there ladies && gents? haha. I love her. I'd do anything for her && I know she knows that:) I just can not wait to get our kiddies FINALLY together to play considering, we're already planning THEIR wedding:) lmao.
I'm about to fall over because I'm so sleepy, so maybe a longer update later. I dont even know if ppl ever read this anymore so ya know. haha. ENJOY IF YOU DO:)
I love you Layla Marie && Phillip Justin.
<3 Heather Nichole <3 | | |
| So I havent updated in a while. Things have changed alittle bit. Heres to the important things;
My dog of 15 years died last Thursday. She would have been 15 this year sooo what that made her 105 in dog years?!? I'm honestly surprized && completely thankful she lasted as long as she did. She hasnt been "healthy" for years && years but she kept right on trucking thats for sure. And with Layla....WOW! Candy was absolutely amazing with her. Its like she just knew "what not to do". She never jumped. Never once made me feel like she'd do anything to hurt her. Layla loved petting her && getting licked all over! haha! I was the only one home (along with Layla), when it happened and it made me a total mess. I thought I was mentally ready for it. I've never had to say goodbye to a "pet" before. Not one of my own at least. My gparents have had one that I adored and they put her to sleep. And my neighbor Abby's dogs...wow when they go I'll be a mess then too. But nonetheless, I was a completely nut when Candy died last week. It really hurt. It broke my heart in a place that I felt like I had never felt real pain before. Its hard to explain. But so easy to feel:(
To something less sad...haha. In 2 months I have realized what friendship means to me. I've had lots && lots of thoughts going thru my head this past...well 6 months at least, just trying to figure out how I view friendship and what I expect to get && to give in a "true" best friend friendship. I have 4 girls who I would move HEAVEN && EARTH for. I dont have to name their names to let them know because honestly....they know! My friendships with those girls are completely heavensent to me thats for sure. I'd be nothing without them. They are who I go to when something is bothering me. No matter how stupid or corny I may feel. They are there. Point Blank. I've also come to realize that...the friendships you thought you'd have for the rest of your life....*fade*. When people grow up they really do "grow apart" as well. And it does hurt. And it does suck. But when you cant do anything to change it, its just brings you to that point of realizing that...."thats a part of life". You cant fake it. You cant make it go away. It happens. You just have to take everything in. Realize WHO YOU REALLY ARE and WHAT YOU WANT out of everything. Because you only have ONE LIFE to live. And seriously, my *favorite* girls complete me in ways no one ever has. And I love my best girlies. They are my angels!
Now to my gorgeous, rotton, very spoiled, has my heart wrapped up in everything she does daughter. haha. I cant believe how much she's growing up. Everyday...theres something new. Something new she's saying or doing or singing. Its never a dull moment with her. She'll be 4 this year && I'm dreading next year when in that fall she'll be going to SCHOOL! ahhhh I'll be going crazy! I'm trying to take everything in. Treasure all the moments because she is my babygirl. And I dont know how I ever ever EVER managed life without her. Ahhh she makes me the weakest I've ever been. And I'm sure every parent can relate. Sometimes, it can be the HARDEST job ever to be a parent. They can have their rough patches of doing EXACTLY what you DONT want them to do. BUT nonetheless, you wouldnt trade it in for anything in the world. And thats the perfect way to describe it:)
Sooo lets see, what can be next; How about my love life with Mr. Wilt:)
He's amazing. He's my best friend. My lover. I honestly have never had a better lover before. In every shape of the word. Everything I've ever wanted lies within him. Sure, we havent been perfect all the time. We had a rough start. We both had to break up with eachother to get stronger. Make sense? haha. Well, it does to us && thats all that matters. My heart && his didnt meet at the same time. He had a bad breakup with his ex. and I was still trying to start to trust in someone again. It was a scary exciting ride that we wouldnt take back for anything because honestly...we're amazing now. Perfectly imperfect && I wouldnt have it any other way:) He's gone thru the week because of work but the distance has truly made us appreciate the relationship alot more. And you hear that with every other couple...or most of them anyways but I never really understood it all. But now...I do. First hand. And I'm glad because we view eachother more....passionately...more amazingly. I love it. And I love him more than I have EVER loved a man. I'll spend my forever with him. Just you wait && see:)
Soooo I fell in love with the first season of DANCE WAR! OMG! No words could explain how I felt about that show. And I was soooo bummed to see it go. I really was. BUT THANKS TO ONE OF MY VERY BEST FRIENDS MELISSA BATES....she downloaded the songs from each team && I'll have them on cd very, very soon! I'll be a VERY HAPPY girl when I get them! Haha! I loved it. And my team....TEAM BRUNO WON the whole SEASON over and I couldnt have been more happy for them. They were my faves from the very beginning. Why? Because talented people were there. I mean sure, yes every person there...had something to offer. And I loved watching them grow && sing && dance something new each passing week...but TEAM BRUNO DESERVED TO WIN! And oh yeh...I'm glad they did:) Okay I'm enough acting like I'm 12. haha!
I think thats about it for now. I've rambled for quite abit! haha! Thanks for reading, if ppl actually still do with these things! Goodnite and talk to you soon. Hopefully:)
I Love My Lovies<3
Layla Marie Norman && Phillip Justin Wilt<3
They are my everything:)
Love,
Heather | | |
| HUGE update later. ALOT on my mind.
I LOVE MY LOVIES<3 | | |
| I thought I'd do just alittle update. I'm not really sure who all reads these things anymore. Not alot of ppl I know really update anymore, but I only do so because its a way to just relax and talk things out. Like whats going on...what I feel...this && that:) During the week, it seems to get longer && longer without Phillip. Since he's been working passed Charleston these past couple of weeks and is only home for the weekends...it gets lonely and I start to miss him more each time he leaves:( I realize now that he's the one I live for. He's the other half of my heart to make one whole! I cant imagine not having him in my life. He's my best friend and sure we have our times where we cant really stand being around eachother...haha...but we WORK thru it and are stronger in the end. Besides that, they say you marry your best friend and you fight tooth && nail to get it right. Well, I'm no stranger to having a relationship that isnt perfect. But yet I havent found ONE relationship that is "perfect" in my eyes. Not even in my friends lives. They may have good relationships but nothing is perfect. I do believe there is someone "perfect" for you though! You just kinda "fit" with them. And that person for me is deffinately Mr. Wilt<3
This weekend has been amazing with him. Last night Layla Marie && myself spent the night over there for the VERY first time EVER! Yes, its been over a year but he's always stayed here. And for once...it just felt like WE were the ones in the world. Like no distractions, (like my mother). It felt amazing! Phillip is talking about buying a house in the Spring/Summer so if that happens...I do believe a movement for me && Layla will be in store:)
Work is going good. Our first week without Sandy is over and boy oh BOY did it FLY by:( Its pretty sad actually. Its sooo nice doing things on our OWN and not feeling like if we dont get it done in a certian time we'll get our freaking heads chewed off!! I mean sure we dont dilly dally but we take OUR own time. Its awesome! And with just me, Linda && Kelly its sure to be a goooooood time:)
I think thats about it for now. I'm feeling rather sick and me && Layla need a nap! haha! LOVE THEM! Comment if you wish. But no one ever does;) ta ta for now<3
..Layla Marie && Phillip Justin..
They.are.my.WORLD.<3 | | |
| Howdy ya'll! Its me again. While I'm waiting on Phillip to get here && Layla is being good for once today (she's been horribly rotton for me today...more so than usual...and thats hard to believe). Sooo...Lets try to think about things I need to catch up on. New Years was this past week. Not to mention mine && Phillips ONE YEAR anniversary! This is my longest, strongest, so totally in love relationship I've had since the one I had with Layla's father. And with this relationship...nothing comes close to comparing. The night started out hairy. Layla was fevered and would NOT for the life of me, spend the night at my grandparents (which was the original plan). So I was super nervous thinking everything Phillip && I hoped that, that night would be came crashing down because Layla wasnt feeling well && didnt wanna be with anyone else but me. But she did keep saying "mammaw"....sooo I braved my nerve....went with my gut (which was telling me she would be completely fine && I wouldnt have to worry about a thing) and I let the Normans have her for the first night EVER without me! She spent the night there with flying colors. Which I wasnt worried about her. I was more worried about myself. Its not that I dont trust the Normans. I DO trust Elaine && Bob. but the others....its hard! Long story short...she did wonderful! And I had no worries at all...all night long.
So the night began for Phillip && I. We went out to dinner @ Applebees....semi-bad service but we got our salads && my drink taken off soooo it panned out okay I suppose! GREAT STEAK! It was deffinately yumm-o :)
Then we went && got us some drinks to have @ the hotel suite, got some wine glasses && made our way back to the new Holiday Inn Express in Mineral Wells (which by the way is an OUTSTANDING hotel! I highly reccomend it!!!!). Well, he went in to what I thought was "the checking in time" but he really asked for a bar of soap (which I didnt know this til after we got to the room). So we got up to our room and he's like you unlock it. So I open the door and to my surprize was the most outstanding amazing surprize of my life!!!! Phillip had put rose pedals all over the floor...leading to the bed, to the jucuzzi tub. Had roses laying on the bed && a few other random places....then over to the side was a whole other bouqet of GORGEOUS flowers! I melted. NO ONE and I do mean NO ONE has ever done that for me. I didnt know how to react. I know I had to have been glowing. I was in shock but sooo amazed by what he did for me. I think in all honesty...if it were possible...I fell in love with him a million times more!
So the night was beautiful. The best New Years of my life! So far:) I wont go into anymore details after we got to the room! hahaha! We did watch the ball drop, watched Miley Cyrus on it also:) I LOVE HER!!! So all in all, I loved it! It was everything I could have hoped for && so so soooo much more! I couldnt have been happier:)
Thats all for now:) Just had to share that!
I love my lovies<3 | | |
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